Jobless but not Homeless.
I will officially start living alone today. I wish that I can say that I am living "on my own" but I am paying for nothing to live here so I am just living alone in Germany. Even the money that I have to spend comes from my parents... Well, anyways, I will be living alone until someone else decided to move in or I decide that I can't stand being alone and move into different apartment, which I still will be alone, but where there are two other girls living on the floor below me.
When I first moved in here a month ago, there were 6 of us living here that I had to sleep on the couch in the living room for a week and live out of my bag for about 3weeks. Now I am left with myself with 4 empty beds and 7 choices of couch/chairs to sit in. Hmmm, what should I do with myself!
On to a different subject...
Once in a while, I start to worry about things. Things such as why I am still here in Germany...and if I will even have money to stay here or do anything. The fact that my parents are the ones that are supporting me right now makes me feel bad at times... I have many things that I look forward to right now, and things that I am confident in my heart for some reason that it will happen but yet so unsure of.
With all this said, I know I shouldn't have to worry about anything. Only He knows and whatever it is as long as I follow Him, it will be amazing. So I ask for wisdom to make the right choices.
When I first moved in here a month ago, there were 6 of us living here that I had to sleep on the couch in the living room for a week and live out of my bag for about 3weeks. Now I am left with myself with 4 empty beds and 7 choices of couch/chairs to sit in. Hmmm, what should I do with myself!
On to a different subject...
Once in a while, I start to worry about things. Things such as why I am still here in Germany...and if I will even have money to stay here or do anything. The fact that my parents are the ones that are supporting me right now makes me feel bad at times... I have many things that I look forward to right now, and things that I am confident in my heart for some reason that it will happen but yet so unsure of.
With all this said, I know I shouldn't have to worry about anything. Only He knows and whatever it is as long as I follow Him, it will be amazing. So I ask for wisdom to make the right choices.
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We love you here in Okinawa. Hang in there, God is in control of your life. You are in our prayers. Be blessed. My loniest times were when I was in Bible College, but looking back, my greatest times were also in Bible College. God is with you where you are.
Love,
Pastor Tommy and Joanna
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Please get in touch, Guess what? I just randomly met Lydia on a bus in Scotland, How strange is that, but she told me all about you and whats been going on with you and thats good
AnneMarie